segalanya telah berakhir,sdikit demi sdikit aq akn lpakn smua nya,mgkin btul dia dgn su,x pe la aq redha smua allah dah tetapkan,npe bnyk kali hati aq terluka aq da pnt nan smua nie,mmpu kah aq hdapi smua nie,
for forget it someone very difficult n not easy,what should i do...

yeahh kini aq da jpa smgat aq yg dulu,mgkin psal tu biarkan la,
wkeup qila,think your future for studying nurse,
thank you to all my friends,family, and all because always be my side,
esk pembelajaran bru tuk smester 3 smua bru,thun bru akn dtg,
hopefully aq ley wat smua nie,aq ley tabah...cahiyokkk qila

ya allah bg la petunjuk tu aq cri kwn,
yg blh brjaya same2,
ssh sng same2,
bkn aq x na usaha tp aq cba cri kwn yg btul2,
aq x na slah lgkah ag,
hermm aq dafedup kdang2 tp kwn2 aq yg laen slalu bg skogan,
hemmm pnt na na hdup di kolej nie,
plbagai rntangan,
aq wat baik dpandang buruk,
aq redha,
mmg tuhan da tetapkan smua tp dia kata aq x na usaha,
aq bkn x na x tau la cmner,
biarla smua aq ngadu kat tuhan..

ckup la da sdih bnyk kali,
skrg smua org da tngglkn aq,
hermm psal si amir tu tiba2 je blkg aq,
pe mslah dia lau ska ckp la dpn,
nie na nsihat aq bgai,
bnda yg btul aq ckp x na ngaku pula,
hermm pe la dia nak,
x prna na ckp baek2 nan aq,
ade je na cri psal,
dah der tyma tu na kcau2 aq pula,
yg pali pula tiba2 je kuaw td,
hermm pela slah aq,
mmg aq nie bnyk skitkan hati org ke???
ya allah nape nan aq nie
dtg sni na bljar tp tersngkut nan cinta,
lau ley x na...
skrg kak yaya kata tiga2 yg ska aq tu x dpt,
hermm x pe la aq redha...

aku keliru skrg hermm ape ptut aq wat,sape yg ptut aq pilih aq x na skitkan hati sape2 lg,
maaf kan qila syah qila cuba der prasaan kat syah tp qila x ley,wlaupun da bnyk kali kuaw same2,
qila x de jgak perasaan pape kat syah,sdang org yg syah ckp ska qila cm na x nak kat qila,
qila x  tau same ade na pilih sape,hati nie da pnt na fkir...hermm pas exam nie aq kne bg tau dia hal sbnar..

              



syed maaf kan qila,mmg qila sygkan syed...
tp sjak syed mse tu suh qila tnggl kan syed skjap,
qila rse terluka sgt smpaikn qila fkir qila cm boneka syed wat,
qila tau syed wat smua tu tuk buktikan kan family syed,
tp pd qila tu slah,sbb qila da bnyk terluka & sdih sbb syed,
qila x ley truskan smua nie qila rse seolah2 cinta qila pd syed dah padam,
umpama bunga teratai yg tdak mekar lg,
qila tau mgkin skrg hati syed da terbuka tuk qila,
dan sdikit demi sdikit syed lpakan siti,
tp qila mnta maaf sbb x dpt na trus smua nie lg,
qila dah x kuat klau lps nie qila terluka lg,
mgkin nnti blek jb kali terakhir syed jpa qila,
qila harap sgt syed ley bka & bce blog nie,
qila x na syed trus berharap kat qila,
mgkin klau stu hari syed jdoh qila tuhan akan stu kan kita,
klau x qila redha dgn pilihan tuhan bg kat qila,
smua di dunia nie hnya kte pnjm,
dan bila2 je tuhan akan amek smua tu blek..
qila harap syed fham..
smpai disini shaja qila blh bg tau,
smua kngan kte jpa kat kl qila akn lpakan,
sdikit demi sdikit...
qila sntiasa doakn kbhgian syed...

asalamualaikum blog...

dah lame x updates

dri smlm smpai hari nie hujan,

alhamdulilah hujan itu rahmat,

smoga tuhan makbulkan sgala doa aq,

mggu nie last praktikal,

hopefully aq leh tbah lg,

smpai jln penyelesaian nie ade,

smlm aq mkn pedas ari nie pun same,

mergam la perut nie,

nnti time tgh praktikal,

hermmm sdih,

dinner nursing mkin hampir,

tp aq tkut nan dtg x de mood pun ade,

hermm na x na kne g jgk..

x pe la wlaupun mkin hari bnyk ujian,

aq kne tbah,aq x na org nmpk aq lemah..